bobthedestroyer

The sun is streaming down, the birds are singing, the cicadas are chirping.. what a beautiful scene that has been set for today. Well, I am another year older, another year wiser, and feeling somewhat bitter about life in general. hmm phone is ringing and by the number on the display, its my ex. but  today, im not gonna answer it.  For now, im going to go sit in the sun and enjoy a cigarette and a coffee, and contemplate what I want to do today and possibly with my life.

*sigh* well today is my birthday, another year escapes from my grasp never to be recaught.. wasted away, spent waiting for something that is never to be. After all the effort I put in, I stand here empty handed and broken hearted.  All paths lead to pain for me, yet i guess i cant stop walking.. just in the hopes that there maybe one day a light at the end of the tunnel.. that perhaps all this pain has some form of meaning in the end Well if you cant tell, im very depressed today..   how does that song go.. its my birthday and i'll cry if i want to?   ive got a few errands to run today before i can commence drinking myself towards oblivion,

GENERAL NAME           Lance NICKNAME          Star, Lancey, Dude, That guy, Pimp Daddy Lance AGE                   27 BIRTHDATE        23 January, 1979 HOMETOWN        Auckland COUNTRY           New Zealand (Aotearoa if you want to be native) SCHOOL             Last one was the Univercity of Technology SIBLINGS           Only child, but my best friends are my family RIGHTHANDED/LEFTHANDED  Well before one of my accidents, totally ambidextrous, now i favour my good working arm.. so Right BEST FRIENDS Shaysee, Fifi, Jason, Andrew, Brettie, Faith, Aaron, Violet, Tracy FRIENDS      Mike, Mike R, Lee, Tina, Kareena, Vladimir, Jamie, A